But I am not really sure why.....
I have an unimaginable amount of things to be thankful for, and normally I remind myself of this when I'm feeling blue. I just start ticking them off on my fingers, and usually feel better by number three. But today I just cant shake my icky feeling. I am overwhelmed with the return or work, a last minute summer vacation that has been planned for many months, and opening my home to a wedding shower of 50 people the day after I get home. I thought I was pregnant, but it turns out it was my period ( I think.. I'm still not quite sure) Either way would be fine by me right now, if I could just get a straight answer! I also deal with major bouts of nostalgia that also make me feel rather blue, and they appear most often during my time off from work. I am not ready to leave my pumpkin, but I think that it is time for fall to start and for our routine to commence. Sometimes the looming feeling of work returning is much worse than the actual return of my job.
So with my negative thoughts laid out.. I move onto Gratitude Sunday and tell myself I am grateful for:
- my pumpkin who wants to hold my hand when she toddles all over. She wants to share her little world with me.
- pumpkin scented candles in August
- fall decorations at the craft store
-pumpkins 3 hour nap today! So I could nap and recharge too
- An upcoming beach vacation
-Not yet being pregnant again so I can enjoy a glass of wine on my beach vacation! (...I think!)
- A husband who make me feel beautiful and sexy, even though I am still 15 pounds overweight from our first pumpkin baby.
Happy Sunday...
the harvest season is near! :)
-A
I have an unimaginable amount of things to be thankful for, and normally I remind myself of this when I'm feeling blue. I just start ticking them off on my fingers, and usually feel better by number three. But today I just cant shake my icky feeling. I am overwhelmed with the return or work, a last minute summer vacation that has been planned for many months, and opening my home to a wedding shower of 50 people the day after I get home. I thought I was pregnant, but it turns out it was my period ( I think.. I'm still not quite sure) Either way would be fine by me right now, if I could just get a straight answer! I also deal with major bouts of nostalgia that also make me feel rather blue, and they appear most often during my time off from work. I am not ready to leave my pumpkin, but I think that it is time for fall to start and for our routine to commence. Sometimes the looming feeling of work returning is much worse than the actual return of my job.
So with my negative thoughts laid out.. I move onto Gratitude Sunday and tell myself I am grateful for:
- my pumpkin who wants to hold my hand when she toddles all over. She wants to share her little world with me.
- pumpkin scented candles in August
- fall decorations at the craft store
-pumpkins 3 hour nap today! So I could nap and recharge too
- An upcoming beach vacation
-Not yet being pregnant again so I can enjoy a glass of wine on my beach vacation! (...I think!)
- A husband who make me feel beautiful and sexy, even though I am still 15 pounds overweight from our first pumpkin baby.
Happy Sunday...
the harvest season is near! :)
-A
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