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I am allowing myself one day of self pity.... I'm not pregnant.

The doctor wanted to see me just incase since my cycle was so whacko. They did a sonogram and said that they was nothing there yet... I am disappointed, but reminding myself this is only month one. I keep reminding myself, also, that there are many people out there with real fertility issues, and just because it didn't work this one month for me, doesn't mean its not going to work every other month. So for now, I am trying to chill, dive into my witchy studies, keep my home organzied and work on being a better spouse. ( I've been driving my husband nuts the past month and a half with all the baby business)

I will enjoy life for what it is right now.
(I may need some calm energies sent this way to achieve this!) :)

peace, love and cupcakes

Autumn