Last night, I went out back, pulled my rocker out underneath the sky and rocked underneath the full moon.
I sat,
and thought,
and prayed,
and rocked.
(..I would have sat in the grass, but I wasn't sure I had picked up all the dog poop! SICK!)
The moon has become so magickal to me, since finding my pagan path, as I am sure that it has for you when you started your studies. I had never noticed it much before, but now I always smile up at the moon and thank the Goddess for my blessings in life whenever I am outside in the evening.
Last night, as I rocked, I asked the Goddess to bless me with what my life needed right now... baby or no baby. I try and understand that the Lord and Lady will bless my husband and I with what we need, when we need it, but it is frustrating waiting and waiting for a sign that I am pregnant or not. So while I was rocking, I looked up at mother moon and asked her to send me a sign, or a feeling.. just something!
My tummy fluttered...
I'm sure its just nerves..
So I am still waiting for my sign...or my period... whichever one comes first
I am taking a test on Friday morning.
Thank you for listening to me ramble :)
Mother Moon bless you
-A
1 comment:
found you through dancing barefoot's post that you commented on! love your blog, sounds like you and i have a lot in common. i am just starting my pagan path and it is so good to find like-minded people! not to mention, my hubby and i have been trying for a little one (with no avail) off and on (gotta love the army) for about a year and a half. i am going to stick around, can't wait to read more. :) stop by my blog if you have a sec.
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